Right now,I did'nt feel much happiness.I may smile but i'm hurt inside.I may laugh as i'm look happy but not.For me,I don't feel any happiness.I say okay when people ask if i'm okay,but,Actually not.They may ask if i'm alright,i may say yes,of course.But not.U may think that i okay as i look really happy.But i realy feel hurt in my heart.Sometimes if i did not talk to you or ignore u,It does'nt mean i'm arrogant,I'm just thinking whats happening in my life right now.Not love,of course.Love has end for me for now.I did not want to think about love as it just CINTA MONYET.I may give u advice say that.But i'm not perfect.I have problem that u guys don't know.A family problem jus came and it really hurt.People will have a bad impresion on my family member including my cousins.Hmm,I don't wish to elaborate about this family problem thing.People who know about it,I really hope that u won't spread it.I really beg u as so people won't think a bad impression of us.So then about friendship.Do they really know how to cherish their friends?My friends has been keeping secret from me.But there's too much secrets.Is dat wat called friends?I really feel the sadness when U GUYS keep the secrets for me.Nahh.I jus dun wan to talk about it.There's more and more problem may come soon.I don't know.Ppl who has read my blog.Please understand my situation:D
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